Crippled
On to better ways.
Darker days
have got a hold of me
Sang to sing again
someone has
told on me
Trying not to faint
attempting to maintain
sobriety
Till the next time we meet
so I can let you
take it out on me
Fingers crossed
What the other?
I tried to behave but
its warm in here
dear demon
don’t speak
another martini please
don’t listen
another smoke with ease
don’t know
what you get out of me
but if
don’t look
then
never see
Oh dreamer
weave me simply
please don’t ignore
its intensity
rather dream
consistently
then ever be
mere curiosity
they all say I hold it together
they all say
I’m the one tearing it apart
they all want
to say something clever
they all speak in knots
Tongues tied
never surrender
I want more to life
I have yet
to be foreboding
to let you know
why not
Thank you friend
over and over
I could be something
love
Dear nobody
Its groundhogs day with you
dude that’s what my therapist told me eight years ago
and that’s what he sais too
is it getting boring?
god no
I miss him
I cant have it
What do you want?
I want it All
Ive been drinking
too much
I need to chill out
K
no more delusions
If you want to be a
you will have to push yourself harder
Stop drinking so much
lets cut it down to three drinks
on working day nights
no more delusions
but what do I want?
Furniture.
Take the classes again
push yourself
be a good woman
be a good friend
Is making one happy making another sad?
I want to hang out
Dont feed prey toward jealousy or stupidity
no one is judging you
its all a dream anyway
I just need to stop drinking
so I can hang out
and do my art again
what do you want out of your life?
how about that one?
I want to make a mill and retire
goals
become very fit and flexible
save all funds and make wise investments
stop drinking so much
spend time with secret agent
spend time with the circus
become a star
make a mill
then just fucken coast
Pine Trees
Fascinating
Captivating
Small Mountain
Tall Elf
Dont forget the world
it loves you
The beats are
Cant tear apart
We are essentially forever
Dont worry about it
whygodwhy
What is she thinking?
Could she tell me in a letter?
Does she want me near enough
That we could touch
each others worlds
its not too much
to ask for
that she be near me
when I ask for more
she wont give it
give in?
I wish
I sit here yearning
For what isnt
Could it ever?
I give up
Let me in kindred
It doesnt have to be
too much
Telepathy
So funny
is the way she called it
I never knew her to be so grieve
Was she drunk?
I couldnt name it.
It must have been
me
So, what does it say?
the weather never changed
Here we are once again
contagious and deranged
I had pretty sincere interactions yesterday
to be honest with you
I had a lot of smile
when I thought of you
‘Don’t worry about it’
comes and goes
we are several
of that who know
I BLACKED out
just kidding
only once
wait, where do we proceed?
Its the end of the month.
Creepy Things they have said to me
- I have self diagnosed wet brain.
- Do you want to join me and the black prostitute?
- Will you be my wife?
- I’m going to come back with my van and kidnap you.
- I’ve impregnated two strippers so far…
- You remind me of my sister, I like that.
- If I was your father I would be proud of you.
